Boring Monday

Blah.

Lots and lots of blah.

I have made no progress on the whole "new me" front. I've made some attempts - but no progress.

I found this yoga/meditation/nutrition place online that was offering a Mind-Body Stress Reduction class and it sounded amazing. Everything that I was looking for. Yoga, meditation, stress management, a little retreat, pamphlets, cds . . . . all kinds of goodies. So, I showed up for the orientation session that was posted on their website and no one was there. It was non-existent. Apparently there was not enough interest so they canceled the summer class. So, I left, got completely soaked in the torrential downpour, and wallowed in my failed attempt at creating a new me.

After a few days of sulking I picked myself up and decided that center couldn't be the only place like that in St. Louis. So, I found another place - again online - and I sent them an email (so I didn't show up to nothing again) explaining a bit about me and what I'm looking for. After three days the email got returned.

And that's where I am. Canceled class, returned email, no progress made towards . . . anything.

Maybe it's a sign. Maybe I'm not supposed to be looking for new things - maybe I'm supposed to be doing what I always do - only better.

Or maybe I should just quit looking for places online. Maybe that's my problem. I need more face time and less keyboard time.

Blah.