BABY!!!

Holy shit!!!!

My best friend is having a baby! Like RIGHT now!! I can't believe it. It is totally freaking me out.

I know that fundamentally we will be the same people tomorrow. Except we will be plus one little baby boy. But things will still be . . . . different. They will never be the same and that's weird.

My life is full of babies right now. My brother is having a baby, too. My family is all abuzz with baby talk. And, of course, during any baby conversation it inevitably turns to me - when am I going to grace the family with a little me? I've been married for three years now. We have a house. It's the next logical step. Everyone else is having babies. Why not me?

Why not me?

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm.

I don't think I'm baby material. For a million reasons. But who knows? Perhaps one day I too will be huffing and puffing and pushing a little person into the world. And someone else can blog about it.