Can I have some cheese with my whine?

Here is it is. All my shinny new equipment just waiting for me to start recording.



I've got my copy of Podcasting for Dummies by Tee Morris and Evo Terra. I've got my glass of throat lubricating beverage. My levels are good (and how far have I come that I can say that and actually know what that means?!?!). But I can't seem to get started. I can't make myself record anything that will be released to the masses. I have stage fright!!!!

I'm such a weeny.

Okay. Tonight there will be podcast progress. And I will report back tomorrow on what I did.

And I will stop whining on my blog.

Well . . . that last one was probably a lie.

Man or Mouse?

I do not love podcasting today. Today I hate it. Today, podcasting can kiss my white beeeehind!

I'm frustrated and annoyed. I have two fairly good ideas that will not stand on their own but cannot fit together. I can't decide what to call it. I can't decide who to use for file hosting (Libsyn, MWS Media, or one of the many others). One of my ideas would be WAY better if I actually had interviews - but I can't figure out Skype (I feel sooooooo dumb) and interviews are scary! My new kitten is living in my recording space so I have no where to go. All of my equipment ranges from crappy to crappier. ARGH!

These are mostly excuses, I know. Today I am crippled by the fear that I have nothing interesting to say and no one will care. Who cares if no one reads a blog? But no one listening to podcast? That's just sad.

So, I guess the question is: Am I a (wo)man or a mouse? Am I going to suffocate under the pile of excuses I've created? Or am I going to actually find some guts and make a go of it?

I guess we'll just have to see.

I still love you.

Blog, I have not abandoned you.

Well . . . I have sort of. But that's only because I'm working on bigger and better things. I'm slowly but surely getting together an idea for a podcast and it's eating up every bit of my spare time. So, stay tuned and soon you'll be able to listen to me ramble on instead of reading it!

The Golden Compass